Monday, October 3, 2011

Real Parent

When I was much younger and imagined being a parent, I thought I'd be the parent who would. . .

have fresh baked cookies and milk waiting for snack after school

only fed her children home-made meals

meticulously clean and organize the house

arrange fabulous play dates

create imaginary and adventurous games to play

pack holiday-themed lunches and special notes in my kids lunchboxes

constantly take my kids on amazing and educational trips


You know, like June Clever, only cool and fun.

But reality sits in and I can't do all that I imagined I'd do. In fact, I don't want to do all that I imagined I'd do. I just want to be real. But balancing all I imagined I'd be with what I really am can be a bit jarring. I can't imagine that I am the only who feels that rift? How to be the best, realest, truest parent and still be me.

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